May 2010
3 posts
times like these..
i’d kill for a nice boyfriend :’/
or josh again. BLAH.
:)
i would very much like my social life back after these exam finish please! it’s weird how at the time i need the most motivation i have the least, when i stressed myself silly over these exams about a month back with revising 24/7! i’m daft :) anyway, 1/6 on friday! then 3 weeks off where i literally shall be a recluse surviving on tea & banana on toast.. i want to be able to do...
November 2009
2 posts
“UNLEASH THE FURY, MITCH!”
– Tom Green (Road Trip)
i like the rain
it gives me an excuse to be completely and utterly lazy, which should so be the case for a sunday morning in my opinon :)
biology exam tomorrow so today i think my day is going to consist of:
endless albums until my laptop runs out
endless mugs of coffee & peppermint tea
a big fat hoodie with fluffy socks
my A2 biol book covering photosynthesis & respiration
a few comedy films on in...
October 2009
13 posts
long time no speak
haven’t posted much in a while :)
summing up the past week, i couldn’t be happier!
school’s in order, prom’s coming together, the girls are a lot more close, i’m feeling happier in myself, i’m relaxed, damon’s growing on me, things between my dad and me are cooling off and i’m doing what i want :)
all that’s missing is if ucas tell me...
karma
all the good that happened yesterday,
totally been rebalanced out today :/
i am in love with etsy.com
seriously.
It’s drizzly & really autumnal today, makes me want to be 6 years old again. On days like this I’d cwtch up with my Mam in the study with all the fairy lights on in big fluffy socks & pyjamas, playing video games and doing puzzles.
I don’t feel well today at all, again. I hate this cold thing :( I even came home early last night for god’s sake. Alcohol...
VINTAGE N*SYNC EVERYWHERE.
fucking right.
JT before his balls dropped with bleach blonde hair ripping up my speakers whilst I attempt to read this really SHITE historians book on Nazi Germany.
There’s a sentence I never thought I’d say. :)
Harry Potter
And The Philosophers Stone down..
Chamber of Secrets next ;)
Good Lord, I am bloody sad.
But Harry Potter is the perfect film to just have on in the background to do some work to. I NNNNNNNNNNNNNEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEDDDDDDDDDDDDDD to do some school work now please.
I’ve basically procrastinated my way to 3.15pm by ordering films off LoveFilm.com, reading medical articles from here &...
is there
a name for a phobia of ‘not eating 5 fruit & veg a day’?
because i think i have it?
it’s gone from new years resolution, to routine, to fully fledged compulsion :|
Sorry to post this, but
I’ll remember all the crap I have to do today if I do.
Read Chapter 8 of A.J.P Taylor’s ‘Origins Of World War 2’
Present argument of how Hitler’s approach to the Czechoslovakia Crisis was an opportunistic.
Present argument of how Hitler’s outcome of the Czechoslovakia Crisis was a triumph.
Research ‘Buffer Solutions/Electrophoresis/TLC’ for...
i am literally buzzing of death.
I hate how ill I feel today :(
The weird thing is like my entire town is dying from this cold/flu thing right now. SPOOKY SHIT MAN.
Anyway, I’m sat here infront of Harry Potter & The Philosophers Stone with a mug of highly caffeinated coffee & Tumblr, such a nicer alternative than being in chemistry where I should be at the moment. :)
My tummy hurts. OW.
September 2009
12 posts
tbh
i shouldn’t have gone to that gig last night.
for 1) i’m so completely knackered, biol was a total blur today.
2) my head is utterly mashed over a certain person now.
and 3) alcohol blood levels are still sky high.
therefore as a result,
i have double biol and maths work to do tonight
i’m drinking black caffeinated coffee strong enough to be tar
i can’t get him out...
i am absolutely exhausted.
note to self:
8 hour days in school juggling work and research for 4 A-Levels is hard
having an hour rest before having to go to work for 6 til 12am is harder
being socially retarded and totally isolated from doing anything i actually want to do is hardest
Year 13 is really taking it’s toll on me, and it’s only a month into term.
On the upside:
...
IT’S MY 18TH BIRTHDAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!
personal statement.
redrafted for about the 2746253 time. it’s under 4000 characters, 47 lines, and fits in the god damn UCAS box. and most importantly, it smacks you between the eyes.
i deserve a cookie or 15000 for the amount of effort gone into this. GO ME!
i’m off for coffee :)
school today
was so refreshing :)
the monsoon-style weather all summer has made it pretty damn shite tbh, i’ve been bored! being back in biol this morning was alright considering the circumstances :)
those circumstances being that i worked 11 hours yesterday. i had some beauties to serve fair play! a table of 17, 3 course meal, 5 rounds of drinks, £400 bill.. £3 TIP! :( i near enough busted my gut (in...
mugs.
i like mugs.
nahh seriously, i bought 2 new mugs (along with a stunning white & plum orchid) at this garden come bistro come nick-nack shop come AWESOME COOL PLACE IN THE MIDDLE OF NOWHERE (Radyr) yesterday. one is a barrel piglet one & the other’s seriously as big as a milk jug with minnie mouse on it :)
simple things please simple minds.
WHATEV. DOUBLEY BIG COFFEE BREAKS FOR ME...
school
tomorrow. i am actually excited. i’m a senior! :D
stuff to do today
write thank you email to S. Burke
find a potential birthday outfit
clean my room ready for school etc
book hair cut
find out hours in work next week
find out about birthday meal to book reservations
cook dinner
have a shower and sort out my mop of hair
go for a walk, listening to one of those BB4 interviews on ‘pod :)
let dogs out
check what’s in the cinema & gooo...
insomnia
why is it that i think so much more clearly & efficiently at this time in the morning than at a normal time through the piles and piles of shit that goes on in my mind on a daily basis? i think it’s the quietness when everyone else is sleeping like babies in my house tbh.
thinking about uni choices, my ucas app, my personal statement, year 13, a-levels, and how much i wish my birthday...
In 10 days
I can officially do whatever the fuck i want, obviously, within reason :)
August 2009
9 posts
13th Aug.
It is 00.07am :)
Today has been absolutely shitty, food wise. I hate when i go like i did as of 7pm tonight when i got home from work.
Work went well though! £45 in tips :D that’s £80 this week altogether! Plus my £132 in wages anyway. Therefore, I cannot complain whatsoever!
Lovely catch up with the girls in Maccy D’s earlier :)
Going to Plymouth in the morning to check out the...
10th Aug.
My UKCAT exam is tomorrow.
I am so scared :( i can’t help but think I’m going to make this a complete and utter balls up of it, especially the arithmetic part. I word it that way, because I don’t want to be a victim of ‘absolute thinking’.. eg: “i AM going to make a complete and utter balls up of it”. But nah, I’m more scared of this than i was of...
9th Aug.
10 hours shifts in work aren’t funny on your feet.
I did not STOP all day, half hour break at 3, then kept going til 10 :|
Came home & literally sunk into bed & watched Smokin’ Aces, i looove that film. Anywho, got up this morning to a nice mug of Alta Rica, with a bowl of banana & melon, watching the end of Juno! Lovely stuff :)
Sad thing is, I’m off to work in...
7th Aug.
The sun is out! :D I’d forgotten what the thing looked like! This summers been about 85% rain so far, and i’ve got approximately 16 holiday days left before the hospital work placement starts & then back to school for my last year of education in the hell hole that is Blaengwawr Comprehensive School! Eeeek! Counting that though, 4 days a week will be in work? soo.. in that case,...
5th Aug.
G’morning :)
Yesterday I worked for 4 hours (again!) Dayo & myself working out that I had worked 16 hours without pay over the past few days.. more than £100 (!) hmph.
Oh well, at least I get to buy the new Incubus album with the £20 i made in tips yesterday! I absolutely love Incubus, and will never ever ever get tired of Brandon’s voice or lyrics.. The new album combining the...
(L)
David Guetta & Akon - Sexy Bitch (Full Extended Version)
not my type of thing usually, but by christ.. I LOVE THIS SONG! BASS!
1st Aug.
Bleurgh. Woken up even after like, 8 hours kip.. with a really lazy brain.
I cannot get my head into gear whatsoever, it’s lame! I suppose last night didn’t help. Work was awesome though :) i love the banter in that place, everyone’s just so nice! Finally got out about half 10? Kinda weird seeing my ex out, despite me ending things, his sporadic heart-pouring messages &...
July 2009
9 posts
University choices made! :)
Cardiff University - Medicine
Bristol University - Medicine
Peninsula School of Medicine - Medicine
Southampton University - Medicine
And as a back up:
Cardiff University - Biomedical Sciences (majoring in Neuroscience)
I CAN’T WAIT TO GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! :D
Savant’s syndrome fascinates me :)
Just bought ‘Born On A Blue Day - Daniel Tammett’
That guy is truly astounding to read about, well.. if you’re interested in how the brain works.
30th July, cont.
Good mood just took a major blow;
My Dad is an asshole :)
30th July.
I love love love my photo wall :)
Just to put that out there, there’s gotta be about 270 pictures up on there now, and each one inspires me in one way or another.. Either it be triggering a memory or urging me to go to each of the beautiful scenes in different countries i’ve got up there. Aaaaaanyway, just to throw that out there.
Plenty of UKCAT preppage to do today, i think...
