times like these..

i’d kill for a nice boyfriend :’/

or josh again. BLAH.

(L)

i would very much like my social life back after these exam finish please! it’s weird how at the time i need the most motivation i have the least, when i stressed myself silly over these exams about a month back with revising 24/7! i’m daft :) anyway, 1/6 on friday! then 3 weeks off where i literally shall be a recluse surviving on tea & banana on toast.. i want to be able to do spontaneous things whenever i want to without worrying about stupid a-level finals! (ie reading books that aren’t related to OCR biology or chemistry so bloody bad!) come august 19th on results day & it will hopefully all be worth the hours of cramming & the blisters on my baby finger (the joys of being left handed!) and i will be on my way to bristol medical school :D 

‘every worthwhile accomplishment, big or little, has it’s stages of drudgery and triumph: a beginning, a struggle and a victory’ - mahatma gandhi

things to do tomorrow:

• chemistry class - 9.00am - 11.00am
• biology revision lesson - 11.30am - 1.30pm
• town for food & a good cuppa :)
• history revision lesson - 2.30 - 4.00pm
• keep phone seriously close to hand at all times for call back from spectrum tutorial dude

now though family guy, biology catch up, cuppa tea, SLEEP! yey :)

it gives me an excuse to be completely and utterly lazy, which should so be the case for a sunday morning in my opinon :)

biology exam tomorrow so today i think my day is going to consist of:

• endless albums until my laptop runs out
• endless mugs of coffee & peppermint tea
• a big fat hoodie with fluffy socks
• my A2 biol book covering photosynthesis & respiration
• a few comedy films on in the background
• the occasional check to facebook

i love this time of year, it’s lush :)

haven’t posted much in a while :)

summing up the past week, i couldn’t be happier!

school’s in order, prom’s coming together, the girls are a lot more close, i’m feeling happier in myself, i’m relaxed, damon’s growing on me, things between my dad and me are cooling off and i’m doing what i want :)

all that’s missing is if ucas tell me i’ve got an interview for medicine! eeeeeek.

can’t wait for the gig tonight, things are on a high for once in a long time! :D

i love my room :)

this was a while back though, before the days of the mini dell laptop!

lol @ me in the mirror & the glass of rose on my desk though, i’m a nerd.

all the good that happened yesterday,

totally been rebalanced out today :/

October 1st 2009

seriously.

It’s drizzly & really autumnal today, makes me want to be 6 years old again. On days like this I’d cwtch up with my Mam in the study with all the fairy lights on in big fluffy socks & pyjamas, playing video games and doing puzzles.

I don’t feel well today at all, again. I hate this cold thing :( I even came home early last night for god’s sake. Alcohol fuelled pub atmosphere in town, with 30 quid to burn… AND I CAME HOME EARLY.

The stalker assholes winding fuck outta me kinda had some influence though.

So yeah, today I would like to just sit at my desk with a big mug of coffee in my comfy jeans with the window wide open so I can listen to the rain in the background, with some tunes, vintage clothing websites and possibly get a bit of work done.

But no, I have to work at 3 :( corrrrrrr, today sucks bum.

But on the upside, I had my letter of confirmation from UCAS, I have officially applied to my universities :) andddd.. it’s the weekend.

Either way, it all balances out in the long run, however shitty I feel.